EMPTINESS

all love of mine....
with a song and a wine....
U r harsh n divine.....
like truths n a life....
but the tale ends not here.....
I have nothing to fear....for my love is yell of giving n hold on....
in the bright emptiness....
in the room full of it....
is a cruel mistress...
I feel this sunrest.....
that nest all hollowness...
for I have nowhere to go....n I'm cold....
n I feel so lonely.....
there's a better place than this emptiness....

Saviour...

She came home from school, wanting to end her life. Her boyfriend broke up with her, she failed almost every subject, and she faught with the whole group. She questioned the point of life...was there one? The only thing she had on her mind while taking a knife out of the kitchen was her best friend. If seemed unfair to her, leaving him alone. He needed her, and most important...she needed him. She was in love...she only had this boyfriend so he would never find out she loved him. That's what scared her even more. So she decided to write him a letter before she would commit suicide. She told him how much she loved him, and she told him to go on. She was unlucky and had to end it all. But he shouldn't stop believing in the power of love. As they say, hope is what goes last. And since her hope is gone, there's no point for her to live.


She put the letter in an envelope and send it off. For she didn't know it'd reach him, in two hours and a half. He came back from soccer practice, and looked on his desk. There was an envelope on it, he didn't even turned it over, he ran fast to the phone. He dailed her number, hoping she was home. She had the knife over her wrist. She was about to cut it open, but then the phone rang. She didn't think 'bout picking up, but the phone rang and she thought it might be her love...her best friend...her everything. She went to the phone and picked up. She melted away by listening to his voice:


I love you, I'm really sorry this comes so late. I was too scared telling you and risking our bond. You are my everything, I don't want to lose you. I got your letter, I haven't opened it yet. But I felt like I have to call you, and tell you I love you. I always have, and I always will.


She didn't tell him he rescued her life that night...

Goodbyes!

She's a girl with a story,
but no one needs to hear.

It's not the way of missing trust,
it's a matter of fear.

She takes one step back from U,
can't look you in d eyes.

She does'nt blame you for hating her,
she just hates GOODBYES.

She doesn't try to tell you,
the things she wants 2 show...

'Coz she knows the end is coming,
next year we 'll all go!

She's hating goodbyes,
doesn't want to lose a strong part,
like she lost her stable health!!

she dosn't want to tell her story,you see it in hr eyes...

She doesn't say she loves you,
'Coz she doesn't like GOODBYES...

She is hoping she will meet you up in heaven...
'Coz she hates GOODBYES...

foreva lovee....

Someone in my heart beyond all my pride,
Holds a secret desire so intense deep inside.
Imprisoned with all my passion and love,
Unknown to anyone but the lord up above.
A desire for someone to cherish and hold,
......The need for love to call my own.
Someone who keeps me shining day and night,
Someone to kiss and make up with after a fight.
Someone who appreciates and respects all I can be,
Someone who’s strong enough to commit and love only me.
Someone who will be there to kiss away my tears,
Secure my doubts and release my fears.
Someone who can restore my faith in love once again.
This love is like a dream that has yet to become true,
Or to believed until I found you...♥

31st

So its a new year !!
People partyed, celebrated all over the world on the new year eve. But there i was going to be face to face with a pethetic truth of life.......
She was there one again infront of me......i din know how to react !!
I should be happy or sad ??.....she came back to me !! yeah she came back to me aftr 4 years.......just to tell me that she had hardly 4 months to live......the docters have given up all hopes.........wat vl hapn ???

A love like no other....

I never felt a love like this before,
its a love like no other
Something i have always hoped for

A love with friendship
humour and heart
A bond so strong
it would never part

A love that makes you smile,
from ear to ear
A love that is joyful
without any fear

A love that is beautiful
from the inside out
A love with no tears,
pain,or doubt

A love with soul
so tender and true
A love that i have found
only in You......